Getting stupider and hurting too

Two times today, someone tried explaining something to me, and I stared at them, glassy eyed. I’m thinking, not enough vitamins? I’m not eating as much as I used to, too busy and little appetite. It’s fun to keep moving.

My joints have hurt a couple of times lately. For a long time, when my body gives some unexpected signal, I think about cancer. It’s been in my family. A 26 year old friend of mine had a skin cancer almost 2 years ago. And a very good friend is fighting it in her bones.

But how do you ask a doctor, do I have cancer? I’m sure I’m fine. Had a baby four months ago, and he’s still nursing exclusively. So who knows what my body’s doing. My body does, and God does. Maybe I’ll get some Ginseng.